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My mama named me Joana and i'm the girl on the right in the picture. I'm 17 years young & attend Kearny High School in Dirty Jersey<33 I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years & running :] I have some great friends who get my crazy side to get out. I love hookah, who doesn't? I listen to music as if it's part of my religion. Shopping is my favorite hobby & Forever 21 is where it's at =] I'm good at giving people advice but i suck at giving myself advice. Dunkin Donuts is my secret lover. No i lied Andrew Oliveira is my secret lover. But Dunkin Donuts is a close second. I have Dunkin Donuts everyday. Senioritis is sorta killing me right now since i don't feel like doing any homework. I'm a pretty cool person and i like to party. I'm a hardworking woman and i'm smart. I like to argue and fight so don't bother trying to get your way with me because you will not succeed. I'm a loud mouth and i will tell it how it is. I urban dictionary a lot of words. You'll love me so IM me: VascoDeGama s0n or jayy is fr3sh

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Name: Jayy
Location: Newark, New Jersey, United States
Birthday: 10/21/1991
Gender: Female

Interests: peeing,law & order SVU,coffee,school,living life.
Expertise: hmmmm im an expert at arresting someone.
Occupation: Student

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Member Since: 4/29/2006

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

So i just want to know...

I was at work today and i started thinking about something. In a relationship there is the man, the woman and sometimes even the "other." Have you ever been the other? You know, the "other" person to a committed man or woman. I guess you can call them the "hook-up buddy" or "affair partner." Have you ever been in that position? Where you're hooking up with someone or having a sexual affair with someone who is clearly taken. How do you feel? Clearly, there is chemistry whether it be sexual or regular. Doesn't it hurt you knowing that if you wanted to be in a relationship with this person, that you probably wouldn't be able to? I mean this person probably only sees you as someone who's there when their main person isn't there. Okay so let's say that your committed other final breaks up with their significant other, and a couple of months later you and he or she are in a relationship, and he or she had someone else other than you. What if you were being the cheated on? Wouldn't you feel like shit? I don't want to sound mean because i understand that sometimes you just need someone but you just don't want to be in anything serious. Also, person who is cheating, don't get your panties up in a bunch because I feel for you too. Sometimes your significant other just isn't there so you look for something to fill in that space. But seriously mysterious "other lover," don't you feel like telling everyone who you're hooking-up with including your persons significant other? Yet, you know deep inside that you wouldn't be happy if you saw them crumble. You know that sometimes it's just best to be the silent. You know that sometimes it's none of your business and maybe you should keep on with your life. And sometimes doesn't it feel good knowing that while your with this girl or guy, their significant other is missing out on something so good because they simply had to cancel last minute or had to stay at the office late? (And no, i for one have never been in this position) Oh and how about that one rule that is known throughout the world when it comes to having something secret on the side? "We can't have feelings for each other, this can only be a simple hook-up. If one of us starts to feel something for the other, we must speak up as soon as possible." What kind of bullshit is that? Feelings are bound to appear. I mean hello aren't you having an affair? Don't you hate those rules? They always break. Back to the main subject about the "other." Has my blog changed anything? Tell me your thoughts. Share your story if you have either been the cheater, the cheated on, or the other. Thanks :]

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Sometimes, I just miss that boy. The one who held my hand walking down the street; who's arms I laid in & never wanted to go away. The one who I talked to for hours & told pointless stories to. The one who knew everything about me & liked me anyway. The one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn't, & helped me when I had no clue what to do. The one who showed me what love was & what it was like to need someone there. The one who could only make me cry & hurt me like no other guy could. Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there; the way even he couldn't stop from falling in love. That even though we fought constantly & couldn't stand each other, we couldn't leave each other's side. Something is still there; something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two. Something like your first love that wasn't ready to end. Something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm. Something that makes it so much harder to know that he's not yours anymore, but hers. Something that makes you want to hide away & cry all those tears, because suddenly all of those memories come back & it almost hurts worse to know that it's all out of control. And you just miss everything about that boy that isn't ever coming back.

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

	summer07 is going great so far. i couldn't ask for more. i have a job which is awesome. my boyfriend & i are greaat. i've been down the shore & all that stuff. going again this weekend & im going to the zoo & philly to :D so everything has been amazing. jsut a little update :D
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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

so it's been a long whileeeee.i got a preliminary failure for Algebra. oh what a surprise. Ms.L kinda sucks at Algebra. no wonder im failing. i just have to make up the homework i missed & then i'll be fine. Memorial Day Vacation :] today is the last da. Saturday i went out with my mom. bought my shoes for the wedding. left them at the shoe repair man so he could cut my heels. too high o_0 all the shoes i tried were too high so i just bought those cause they're cute. dropped off my necklace to weld together since it got stuck in my hair and i tried to pull it down and i broke it >.< stupid meeee. Sunday i was with matt peter & mats mom in NYC we went to the Museum of Natural History. i haddd soooo much fun. and i took a picture at the gift shot. actually matt took it :] www.myspace.com/bestest_cheesy_poof_ever check it out there. add me while you're at that haha. uhmm Monday i went to matts, and we played Gears of War& finished it :] it's a great game. hopefully they make a 2nd one. i went with matt to watch Pirates of The Caribbean:At Worlds End. it was the most amazing movie ever. i loved it. i love Davy Jones, he's one of my favorite villains other than Venom. and of course Orlando Bloom was great :] yummy haha. and i love Keira Knightly. she's gorgeous.uhmm yesterday i went out with my mom againnnn. we went dress shopping. i need a dress for my cousins wedding rehearsal. we went to Sears, Macys, JCPenny, Bloomingdales &some other stores in Newark. i found the PERFECT dress, it was 225$ and my mo was like, "not only is it too much, but you'll probably wear it once & the since you're on that weight watchers thing and you lose weight, what am i going to do with that dress?" and i was like "ugh fine." and i told the lady to keep it safe for me for some other time. i mean it was PERFECTTTT!!! oh well :[ then i went to matts. we chilled, played around(we're little kids at heart), and then we made dinner. a half hour later we went running. i talked to his land lord since she's Portuguese :] went inside. talked to matt & played around again haha. then his mom dropped me off at home. went to bed & here i am on Wednesday. waiting for my mother. thats all i ever do haha. well im done here. oh and listen to Maroon 5's new CD it's amazingggg. well bye :] hope you like the icons<33

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